A beginning in the middle of the story

So I created this blog for you and I Bonita. After our talk today I realized a couple of things. The first and perhaps most important is the reminder just how much I love you. You mean the world to me Bonita, and it is for that reason that I want you such to be such a large and involved part of my life.

The second thing that I realized was that you were absolutely right. Though there are indeed things that I wish were different in the way in which we communicate it is not as though I am without fault. When you shared with me that I could no longer write you letters I was disappointed, and I let my own feelings blind me to what you suggested - that I could still email you. I chalked it up as a loss, that I cannot write the same way on a computer as I am able to by hand. But the truth of the matter is that I at least need to try.

You're right Bonita. The big problem IS that I am thousands of miles away. And there is no one else to blame but me for making that how it is. But that is how it is. The only thing that we can do right now is try our best. I know how you long for me as I long for you in just the same way. Though I am to blame for the distance between us don't let it lead you to believe that I ache for you any less than you do for me. It's what brings me to this blog.

Each day I am going to post to this blog. No one in the world has the address to it, nor is it linked to anything else that I do. It is solely a platform for me to share everything that I can with you. Some days (sadly many more than I would like to admit to) it won't be all that interesting. Maybe a few pictures; maybe a video. Maybe just a story about mustaches. I really don't know

What I do know is how I want and need you in my life. And it starts with my own commitment to involving you as much as I can. Everything else is in the hands of the universe.

So this is to you Bonita. I dedicate this blog to us. I love you like crazy mi amore.

Until tomorrow...